limkokwing was as usual the best place i would want to be....... besides the friends i have there and forgetting the condition of the classes and the lectured there, i am pretty happy. i miss it dearly especially my friends in college who i cherish greatly. i was back at my hometown for the sem break and boi it was an experience to be counted for. . . . my hometown was griefly affected by the sudden serge of the water that cause the whole town to be drown in the dirty muddy waters of the river. i was alright as my family had fled early knowing that the rain had poured for heavily for more then 2 days straight. we were thankful that we had another house on higher ground that we could escape to when such coincidence occurs.
Through out the course of this event i was deprived of my living sense simply because all of my beloved belongging was all washed away or sooked in filthy water. i had no choice but to eliminate them and clea the place up. -trust me it was the worst experience ever especially washing all my grandma's cockery and all the tea cup and pots! it was as if we were dealing in this sort of business. my skin was even more tanned now since i had to help with the work and the drying and washing in the scorching sun light.
it was over and i was totally looking forward to the new sem and a new year.
the likes of me meeting up with my friend- mel and sha was low simply because both has their own set of problems and ii respect them. but as for mel i didnt want to dwell into his condition simply because he made them up and he cause it to grow to a condition i would consider a disaster. he was a good fren and i will always know that and still is to me. i respect him for what he has denote and the enormous fact that he was in a desperate need to be accepted by us- his college friends. i wouldnt blame him. it wouldnt be that bad if he didnt do so from the beginning either. he said he would consider his curtin letter of acceptance but he wasnt sure he was going or not, he would insist that he wiull stick to the local side of education. - the fact that all of us know is that the curtin thing is a total bogus ask any lecturer in college. he is just shy to meet us again. . . .oh well all i could say is good luck man.
as for sha- she finally broke up with mel, oh i thaked god for such an occurance and that it finally came to light in her sight, it was a stressful relationship for her and now since that the inevitable had finally came to reality, i am happy to say that she has got a grip on her life now. As beauty and poise as she is, she deserves much more that she could ever possibally imagine. i am happy and i am sure she will make this freedom worth it and make the most of it. . . . . cheers:)
before registration we received our result, some did well and some so-so. mine was a bright one, i was jumping on the couch when i got mine. there were a mistake on malaysian studies but it was cleared up when i meet the lecturer regarding the mistake. many had the same result too but i did my part as a friend in helping or at least assisting them. ken especially. oh i remember the minute he told me he was thinking of changing college well same goes for the rest of our clan of frens, sincerely i was heavy hearted as the words come out of him saying that the cost was high and also the condition of his result. well i did suggested on taking study loans and accompaning him to check on other college's fees.
it turns out that the fees at other colleges were just the same if not slightly cheaper minus the accreditation and the brand name that is limkokwing. like i was saying i was dishearted when ken said so. well i went through loosing a friend that was my back bone in the foundation and i now i was about to lose a friend that i was comfortable with. it just didnt fit the picture at that time but i wasnt in a possition to say otherwise........... i just need to do what a fren would do- support.
ut as time pass by and college was rolling into our eyes- we were in class and started maping our time and doing assignments in the first week of the new sem. i was really happy that i am in my first year in my degree. . . . i am now a freshman- now a uni student! certainly the feeling is sereal and overwhelming. i was glad and even more still when my dear friends were in it with me though the number has reduced significantly- ken, jean, ean, and wilson.
luckily i had ken with me. i was glad he is still in the same college and i did make a promise to help him with his work whenever i can this sem . . i do know he needs my help at times but i was so caught up with mel last sem that ken was literally left to himself......... i did manage to put in some effort but i just dont feel it was enough it just makes me feel guilty. this sem i am determine to not only be helpful to others but be a better person as a whole and a better friend to ken and to all as well.
i want to be closer to my close circle of friends- they are who i spend the most time now and depend on.As of now i am going to be good.............. (new year resolutuion)
i am so glad we are all in the same class ean, jean, ken and wilson. i really do have high hopes this year and i hope it would be fulfill as a team.
a toast to a new year and a better fellowship:)
